"Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards."- Soren Kierkegaard
Trading the familiar rhythm of London for a Caponite* perspective, I am Carla, a millennial who is always found solace and strength in the written word. It was my therapist's gentle nudge that sparked this blog – a space where I can finally amplify my voice, share the tapestry of my experiences, and embrace the moments that shaped who I am.
Within these digital pages, you will find raw reflections on life's inevitable storms, from navigating the complexities of grief, to confronting the echoes of past traumas. I also delve into the pulse of current events, health, family, and the vibrant spectrum of my personal interests.
My curiosity pulls me in many directions, from the ancient stories whispered by geological landscapes and rocks (including the vibrant pigments they hold) to the vastness of space explored through early astronomical tools, the timeless wisdom of classic literature, and the intricate beauty of language. Poetry, philosophy, theology, and psychology are subjects I genuinely delve into, and I will often share the insights I find within their tomes leading to the commentary and discussions you will find nestled here.
My hands also find joy in creating – the grounding process of pottery, the freedom of drawing, and the comforting patterns of crochet. I am also drawn to the natural world (botany) and the gentle power of phytotherapy (used in safety and synergy with allopathy), experimenting with recipes for balms, tisanes, and tinctures in my home alongside painting in my studio.
Finally, I believe in open and honest conversations about the world around us. Driven by a deep-seated belief in equality, I also open my thoughts on pressing social issues* knowing that these conversations may not resonate with everyone. However if you appreciate sincerity and a willingness to explore the multifaceted nature of life, and something here has sparked a connection, I warmly invite you to join me on this ongoing journey of self-expression and discovery.
*People from Surrey (UK) were given this name during the Middle Ages due to the primary occupation of the people living there at that time. Rearing chickens for the London meat markets, they were called "Capons" after the male chickens that were gelded and then fed a rich diet of milk or porridge to fatten and enhance their flavour. Once considered a luxury by the wealthy (as these birds were especially popular during Christmas feasts), this practice is now outlawed in the UK, but still an interesting titbit to know if you also enjoy history.
*Any references used in my blog are sourced from my personal library, or linked from Google Scholar, Wikipedia, and Ground News; while all videos are linked from YouTube.