One of a kind/ Finding peace of mind-
References:
Showing up for me-
16 Nov 2022 20:13
So yesterday I attended the open evening to an exhibit I challenged myself to take part in. It was something suggested in therapy, where I have been encouraged to share my art/thoughts publicly. I feel really grateful for the experience...though I am not sure if I am confident enough to do this again (only time will tell), however it has inspired me to maybe publish some pieces online via social media.
Closing gates/Opening doors-
“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.”- Marianne Williamson
And knowledge will fill you with joy-
3 Feb 2023 17:31
Here are some pieces that I managed to create throughout 2022, as well as some art works created so far this year (hopefully not the last where I am starting a course in March). The ninth illustration in the slide show was made when I was thinking of my late Grandmother. Agatha, which was her middle name, means “honourable” in Greek (a quality she had in abundance), while Sophia means “wisdom,” and reminded me of the many proverbial plaques once placed upon her walls (there is a reference to one in this title). The fifth illustration however is based around my frustration regarding what is considered conventionally attractive. Reflecting on my alternative appearance (with my tattoos and piercings), the idiom that gives this piece its title shows a woman who is “Blue in the face” (frustrated) with all the misconceptions made about her due to how she personally chooses to express herself. She is done with using her voice (see the Vishudda symbol on her neck) to challenge those who only see her at face value. Yet still pouting in protest as she maintains her cool. Finally, the first illustration was prompted by a metaphorical phrase highlighting the undervalue that women can feel at times (be it at home, work, or both), suggesting that we should express our love (in a way that is comfortable) to those we care about while we still have them. The roses are also different shades, as their colours hold meaning such as gratitude, admiration, and appreciation.
Sand Dollars-
These unique fossils have a lot of symbolism around them. Some call them Mermaid coins, or sea biscuits. Many associate them with the resurrection of Christ due to the ones found in more tropical climates. These specimens usually have five holes that people say represent Christ's wounds after his crucifixion. With that they're often seen as embodiment of strength, resilience and the ability to find your own path in life. Like the shape on its surface I invite you to be your own guiding star, and truly blossom over time into the flower that you are, for there is no self love without sacrifice (unhealthy thoughts/patterns) with the exception of your inner peace.
School of Life-
"One of the basic needs of every human being is the need to be loved, to have our wishes and feelings taken seriously, to be validated as people who matter."- Harold S. Kushner
Balance-
Illustration by Sebald Beham (1539)
British Wildlife Centre-
A shot from yesterday showcasing a very relaxed terrapin given the fact that they tend to carry the weight of the world on their shoulders, mythologically speaking anyway (haha). The World turtle or Cosmic turtle is a theme found in many cultures, traditions and religions across the world. Although they're smaller than other members of their order (Chelonians), it really makes you think about the microcosm/macrocosm analogy. As above and so below, the body of the turtle usually symbolises the Earth whereas the shell represents the heavens overhead, both existing harmoniously...and harmonious is definitely how l would describe this guys demeanour.
Spinning free-
Sorry for the noughties song reference, this morning I've been lifting my mood by shaking my stuff around the living room; as the only spiralling I will be thinking about today is the whirling of the Sufi dervishes. For today my loves, is Rumi day... His poetry always ignites my soul, and his wisdom was far beyond his time. However before I go and get swept up in the rhythm of his texts and wrap myself up in another books cosy pages, below is the book l spoke about the other day if anyone is interested, and while it's on my mind.Ted talk here:
Good Vibes-
Today I took part in a therapeutic sound bath as part of a case study for a student of "The British Academy of Sound Therapy" (BAST). This session focussed on reflective techniques alongside some sound therapy, in order to get the participants gain a deeper insight into their thought processes, as well as empower them too make improvements to their mental health and emotional wellbeing. This was done by looking at personal blockages such as self sabotaging beliefs, and learning how to utilise techniques such as reframing.
With Pride-
In this book the author Moya Bailey focuses on the impact of "misogynoir" in regard to women of colour, highlighting how it has continued to hinder their opportunities, and minimise their personal experiences, while also tackling subjects such as murder and abuse alongside that. She also explores how women of colour, including cis, queer, and trans individuals, are utilizing digital platforms to challenge harmful narratives perpetuated about them through symbolic violence (Pierre Bourdieu), allowing them to redefine their complex identities and empower communities by creating safe spaces to share ideas and find solidarity both inside and outside of cyberspace. With that I will share some of my own personal experiences in regard to this subject as well as some pages and parts of this book that I found eye-opening;
We have to talk about...
Liberating minds as well as society.- Angela Y Davies
Trigger Warning-
Looking through this book by Alex Elle and recognising this (see pages above) from the communities I grew up in; as well as the stigma that came with topics such as assault and mental health. Not to mention sexuality... I remember not wanting to return to church after a member of our youth group came out as gay in the 90s, and the ostracization he endured was just vile and off-putting. I also remember the pit of sin they would create at the start of lent, where we had to write down all of our transgression and throw them in there to be buried, knowing that they would likely not stay where they fell.
Tapestry-
This is something I have looked into over the past few years. I read a book also last year called "It didn't start with you" (by Mark Wolynn) that touches on this (DNA and epigenetics) and prompted me to look into my ancestry, digging deeper into the roots of my family. Piecing together the life stories of my ancestors, it gave me a lot to think about in regard to the intergenerational patterns that have occurred and inherited trauma that has come along with that. I have wanted to know for some time now where my ancestors were taken from in regard to Trans-Atlantic slave trade. My family comes from Jamaica today, but because of the event of the "Maafa" (Swahili for great tragedy), and the fact that their (those enslaved) identities and cultures had been brutally and barbarically stripped, from them it was healing to find out that 70% of my being originally descended from (mainly) Nigeria, Benin and Togo meaning I likely came from the Yoruba tribe. The remaining 30% of my ancestry was explanatory, looking at the history and atrocities of the British Empire. I have European ancestry from the owner of the coffee plantation, that one of my ancestors grew up on. As well as Hakka ancestry, a Chinese ethnic group from where my Great-Grandfather was from (Canton now called Guangdong) in China. This area, along with Hong Kong, the Kowloon Peninsula and the New Territories were once a colony of the Great Britain, thus when slavery ended many indentured labourers (including many from India) were sent to the Caribbean to make up for the lost work force.
Gut-Brain Axis...
Something I've been listening to on audiable. I found it really informative and helpful in regard to my worsening health conditions at the moment. I've unfortunately been having issues with my hormones, which they initially (Rheumatology) thought could be an autoimmune response, but after much testing (thyroid), it turns out I was suffering from physical manifestations of stress due to an overload of my nervous system. My allergies had also flared up, causing me to break out in eczema, and I had been suffering with cramps from IBS that were quite debilitating.
Music is a Moral law...
It gives a soul to the Universe, wings to the mind, flight to the imagination, a charm to sadness, gaiety and life to everything. It is the essence of order, and leads to all that is good and just and beautiful.- Plato
Likewise my home is the same (where I can with compromise), I would consider myself more
Maximalist in regard to my décor.
https://youtu.be/A02Ucd6monY?feature=shared (Winnicott True and False Self)
Addendum: I am really happy to learn that "The Latin Excellence Programme (LEP), which was formed in 2021 has made Latin more accessible in state secondary schools. This is great news, Latin should be available to any child that wants to learn :)
Addenda 2025: I read recently that the government have decided to scrap this programme in February, which is such a shame. I really hope this decision will be reconsidered given that it seemed to benefit those who wanted to learn.
https://schoolsweek.co.uk/schools-face-significant-disruption-as-government-culls-latin-scheme/
Tales from the Apothecary-
Rose petals (Rosa x hybrida) and Tulsi/Holy basil (Ocimum tenuiflorum) blended into some Mango butter (Mangifera indica), with a drop of Almond oil (Prunus dulcis) to make the cream. A double boiler/ bain-marie was also used to make the other oils shown.
Stories from Jacquarla Studio-
From my Art page on Instagram, "Jacquarla" is a portmanteau of my first and middle name. When I first met my husband, he referred to me jokingly as a Jacquie of all trades due to my many hobbies and interests. Jacquarla also reminded me of the word jackal, and being the mythology fan I am, my mind automatically went to the Egyptian God Anubis, who serves as the guide to the underworld. A fitting title for a child of Pluto (my birthdate falls under the constellation of Scorpius), we finally built a physical place (studio) this year, so I have more space to do my art.
The last painting was done to celebrate my Mum's 60th birthday-
Catharsis-
"Vulnerability is not weakness; it's our most accuratemeasure of Courage." -Brene Brown
A reminder to myself: Be kind as things take time and BMI is not always an accurate indicator of your progress-
https://www.health.harvard.edu/blog/how-useful-is-the-body-mass-index-bmi-201603309339 (Harvard Health)
Something borrowed, Something new-
Today I am sharing with you another thrift shop find circa 1986. This was a book I definitely needed to snap up given its unusual content. The tale of Barlam and Josaphat, also known as Bilawhar and Budhasaf, are Christian Saints whose legend was born from the story of Gautama Buddha and his mentor Alara Kalama. This sounds far-fetched, yet this really did happen…But how did Buddha end up as a Christian saint? Well, it all starts with the Parthian Empire, which was a political and cultural power in ancient Iran from 247 BC to 224 AD.
The Artsy Herbalist (5th March 2024)-
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8lz-qrVUecE (School of life on daydreaming)
The Artsy Herbalist (6th March 2024)-
The Artsy Herbalist (22nd March 2024)-
"Free education and health care are essential for the welfare of the population."- José Ramos-Horta
The Artsy Herbalist (31st March 2024)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F3yEi782RC8 (A composition by Hildegard of Bingen)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uavk4N2Nk9s
(The life of Mary Seacole. Her statue is now outside of St Thomas' Hospital, London)
Golden Ratio-
An awesome second-hand botanical book that I found recently circa 1952. I tried to look into the owner of the book, a Mr. Rex Moon Gloucester, yet could not find that name in any records (Ancestry). I did however find a Rex H Moon who was born in 1924 and lived in Gloucester so that was interesting. I also found some information on the books author (botanist C.W Wardlaw) via Wikipedia, as I find the stories behind the books intriguing as well (I will post a link below).
https://youtu.be/wHWbZmg2hzUsi=nAN3_mh_aCvZ0Ph2 (The School of Life's introduction to Nietzsche)
I do not agree entirely in regard to Nietzsche thoughts on Christianity, but I do like Nietzsche’s "Life-affirmation". Although a complex piece of work to try and live by (as each one of us has their own personal moral compass), at its core it asks us to embrace the totality of existence, including its joys and sorrows, its triumphs and tragedies; and calls us to find meaning and value in the inherent chaos and absurdity of life, rather than seeking external validation or relying on comforting illusions to get by (slowly weaning myself off Animal Crossing.)
Where I no longer go to church, I tend to definitely seek joy in philosophy, art, and other hobbies even when life brings me to my lowest point, as, they often help me to process things and lift my spirits. I am striving to become a Superwoman, but not in the sense of Kara Zor-El (though our names are similar), for I have no physical superpowers, but I do wish to go into my telephone booth (hermit's cave) and undergo profound psychological and spiritual transformations through self-improvement and self-mastery in regard to my creative endeavours. Though I do not always get the right rhythm or harmony when moving to the beat of my own drum, I still want to continue to keep composing in hope of overcoming my own limitations and becoming the best version of myself.
Peace Please-
Beads and string have always had significant meaning historically, culturally, and even scientifically. When you think of string theory or look at nucleosomes (a section of DNA that is wrapped around a core of proteins), these structures appear as beads-on-strings under the microscope, which reminds me of “Bead Theory” by Thomas Hunt Morgan. By studying fruit fly DNA, he hypothesised that our genes would look like this on our chromosomes; and although disproven, you could say he got part of the puzzle right.
Hidden in plain sight-
While resting (Sjogren's down time), I learnt about something new today from a documentary that made me smile, despite not being unusual for the mastermind involved. For it is a known fact that Leonardo da Vinci did not sign any of his paintings, however in some ways you could say that he did by incorporating less obvious Easter eggs in his art. During his life as an artist, Da Vinci invented Vinci knots, which later became a symbol of his academy in Florence, Italy. Inspired by the purple willow branches that were woven into baskets in his city. When drawn these knots were made of a continuous line, forming circular loops, then various plaits that he would sometimes make into symbolic shapes. In his notebooks there have been some found in the shape of a St. Andrew's cross, as this was the patron Saint of his hometown that gave him his name, Vinci. He also often drew them in patterns that resembled the infinity symbol, maybe because he knew his work would somehow immortalise him one day.Getting back on point though, these knots would also be added to his paintings in the form of textured embroidery on the clothing or drapery of his subjects. With that he would also use a specific shade of oil paint in his works known during the Renaissance as "Leonato yellow" which translates as "lion fur yellow" the root (etymologically speaking) of Da Vinci's first name Leonardo meaning lion-hearted. So, when you put these puzzle pieces together you cannot help but admire his sheer genius in finding a way to identify his work without words, and instead opting for a visual calling card, that I cannot unsee now.
Transmute and Reboot-
Today I've been thinking about the Phoenix, as I recently found a missing figure that had fallen behind my chest of draws. It was part of a collection that I've had since doing my A-levels, however I was saddened to find that her pearl of wisdom was now gone (replaced with a bead). It made me think about life and the experiences we have (including myself) in regard to giving away your power, sharing your jewels, your advice, and your guidance. That bright light you shine slowly starts to diminish, you feel exhausted, overwhelmed and mentally drained where there hasn't been reciprocity. Like the Phoenix you then need to go through a rebirth, unlearn old patterns such as people pleasing and set healthy boundaries for yourself. Only then are you reborn and renewed from the ashes of emotional dumping, and karmic bonds. Casting into the flames the scabs of trauma, and although the wounds are no longer there, you can still find the scars stitched into your psyche like a crocheted cloak of plumage. Hooks, through barbules on barbs. These feathers, these quills tell your story. You are no longer afraid to express your song. It is a call. You become a beacon to likely minded people who understand the duality of what it is to give, take and compromise. Then once again you burn bright. You bear a new gem, an egg born of all that has come before this very moment. Like Pangu you've come forth from the chaos... you've shaped your own Heaven from this Earth and regained your divinity, your balance. Bringing your Yin and Yang energy into harmony once more.
Rocky Roads-
Today I learnt about Scholar or Spirit rocks. Meant to represent the microcosm/macrocosm dynamic of the universe, scholars could reflect about the meaning/purpose of life by meditating upon them. By doing so you would also be tapping into the vital energy or "Qi" that is said to guide your physical and mental processes. Called "Gongshi" in Chinese these naturally occurring or shaped rocks were traditionally viewed, appreciated, and popularised by the poet Bai Juyi; If you ever get to read his works, they are a raw and insightful glance into what life was like during the Tang Dynasty. His lament for his infant son (poem below) was felt deeply in my heart, as a mother who has also lost an infant daughter (born sleeping in 2012). Living through a period of upheaval that resulted in the succession of eight Emperors, this would have been and extra blow for the poet when life was already feeling so uncertain.
“Every canvas is a journey all its own.”- Helen Frankenthaler
"Your life is a piece of clay; don't let anyone else mould it for you."- Lao Tzu
I never finished this painting as completing it felt like a permanent end to all she was...
Pottering and Pondering-
Recently I have been spending some time doing some pottery while my son is at school. It has been quite relaxing and allowed me to contemplate the relationships I have in my life, and how those relationships impact those around me. Towards the end of last year, I rekindled a relationship with my biological Dad after my 40th birthday celebration. My Dad had reached out to me, and I decided to see how things would play out as I experienced a little scare a few months beforehand. In August I found a lump under my armpit which concerned me as it was quite large, hard and did not go away after a few weeks. I spoke to my GP about it who suggested it be removed and sent for a biopsy. Fortunately, it came back as benign, but again reminded me of the fragility and uncertainty that comes with life. Be it in love, health, or wealth you never know what Fortuna and her Rota Fortunae may bring. My Stepdad also had an operation in January 2023 in regard to his cancer diagnosis in November 2022 (what was found was quite aggressive, so they had to act quickly), so the "big C" was not far from my mind given recent events.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r0b5oCWSBqU (The Karpman drama triangle explained)
The 5th Commandment-
A follow up to my blog posted on 9th June 2024...
A moment to paws-
This week I have been processing the loss of my cat Treasure, she will be greatly missed, and I am thankful that I knew her for as many years as the lives cats are meant to have (nine). I have also felt conflict within my psyche in regard to if this was just how fate was meant to play out given the circumstances behind her passing, or if things would be different if she had remained with us (determinism or indeterminism).
Higher paideia-
Today I had an awesome experience at the Philosophy Café. It is the second time I have been after finding out about it last year. The first time I attended I felt extremely nervous as I am an autodidact in regard to the subject. I began my journey into philosophy after the losses I experienced a few years ago (which I have mentioned before in some of my past blogs), that functioned as a catalyst to question the meaning of life and the purpose of my esse (being). Around this time, I also looked into a lot of psychology, where I wanted to know more about the methods used in my therapy sessions, in order to develop a deeper understanding of myself, and why I behaved, reacted or felt certain ways when going through certain encounters or experiences throughout my existence so far. I also consider diving into these areas as part of my spiritual growth and development, along with theology.
I wish I could've taken this home, but alas no transport :(
When the world is seething...
with death and despair the man in the street and his brother at arms crave for such antonyms as expressed by life and faith: Art provides nourishment for such longings.- Adrian Hill
Pathophysiology and Philosophy-
Recently I have just been taking some time to be in the present moment and go with the flow of things. My husband had an operation (keyhole surgery) at the end of last month, so we have been slowly getting through his recovery process. He had some cellulitis around his wound briefly, but antibiotics have helped that significantly, and I can happily say he is now on the mend.I have also had some updates on my health in regard to my gut issues. After many blood tests, various scans, and other samples I am now in the process of being diagnosed with coeliac disease. Initially believed to be IBS with my GP looking at familial patterns (my Mum has this as a comorbidity with her Sjogren’s), and the fact that they can both present similar symptoms gave good ground for this to be the logical hypothesis.
Black Lives Still Matter-
I was really disturbed recently by the murder of Sonya Massey at the hands of a police officer. Watching the video there are several things that rang alarm bells in regard to his conduct. First of all, he berated her in regard to not answering her door quick enough, despite the fact that she was concerned about a potential prowler outside of her home, which was the reason why she had called 911 in the first place. After the officer revealed that he had checked the parameter of her home and confirmed that she was safe, this is where things should have ended. Yet he found a way to invite himself into her home by asking her for identification and proof of ownership for the vehicle parked outside. Again, in my opinion this is what I would consider racial profiling and even then, he could have waited for her to gather the information rather than come inside. At this point I believe he had decided to make her a suspect in his mind, despite being called by her for help. Another thing I noticed was that the officer asked how her mental health was too meaning he was aware of her potentially being vulnerable, so why would you trigger her further when she was already in a fight, flight, freeze or fawn response.
References:
https://www.ethnicity-facts-figures.service.gov.uk/crime-justice-and-the-law/policing/stop-and-search/latest/#by-ethnicity (Police stop and search figures by ethnic groups)
https://www.independent.co.uk/news/uk/crime/riots-uk-muslim-asians-rotherham-manvers-hotel-b2591159.html (Racist attacks in the UK)
https://www.independent.co.uk/tv/news/uk-riots-nigel-farage-talktv-b2593299.html (Nigel Farage doubles down about riot disinformation)
https://www.itv.com/news/anglia/2024-08-10/childminder-and-wife-of-tory-councillor-remanded-over-racial-hatred-charge (Wife of Tory councillor Raymond Connolly charged over Tweets encouraging acts of arson)
https://www.theguardian.com/politics/article/2024/aug/05/priti-patel-criticises-nigel-farage-response-far-right-riots (Conservative MP Priti Patel surprisingly condemns Nigel Farage's riot comparison to BLM)
https://www.gov.uk/government/news/new-laws-to-clamp-down-on-disruptive-protesters-come-into-force (Law passed on disruptive protestors under the Conservative party)
https://www.theguardian.com/technology/article/2024/aug/06/elon-musk-calls-pm-two-tier-keir-over-police-response-to-uk-riots (Elon Musk's two-tier comments in regard to the UK riot police arrests)
https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/articles/cn47798gxx4o (Elon Musk suing brands over Twitter boycott)
https://abcnews.go.com/Health/trumps-chinese-virus-tweet-helped-lead-rise-racist/story?id=76530148 (Trump's Covid-19 tweet inciting racial discrimination)
https://news.sky.com/video/anti-racist-counter-protesters-outnumber-far-right-protesters-13193253 (Counter-protests UK)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rivers_of_Blood_speech (Enoch Powell)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Battle_of_Lewisham (Battle of Lewisham)
You have to believe in yourself when no one else does...
that makes you a winner right there.- Venus Williams
Summer at Jacquarla Studio-
3 Sept 2024 16:49
Some projects over the past few months. I have really enjoyed continuing my ceramic experiments in the form of the agates that I adore so much. With the rectangular pots, some of the tiles made unfortunately cracked and broke during the drying process, but I am happy that I resisted the old urge to abandon the project, but rather embrace the imperfection and continue on. The green glass tesserae in one of the rectangular pots reminded me of conk opal, which is petrified wood that has been opalized. Depositing itself in the cavities of fossilised wood, the opal creates this really gorgeous mosaic effect. I just wish I had known about this wood style clay prior to making this item.
Playing around with pottery anvils and some flock grass from Luke's D&D (Dungeon's and Dragons) supplies. The curved mushroom anvil used to make these bowls, again made me think of the beautiful forms found in nature. This time I wanted to recreate the look of mossy composite rocks, blending the wood clay in with the white and stone clay as they resemble siltstone, chalk, and greywacke. In general rocks are associated with durability, but even the toughest sedimentary rocks will crack with pressure. A lot like ourselves...but there is expansion in this process. We can find layers of gold embedded in life's pitfalls. Things may weather us down and surroundings that were once familiar may erode in time, revealing with each season the multifaceted gem you have become. Uniquely shaped by our experiences, we grow and find our true north. Lastly, I tried to recreate the look of rose quartz in one of the pieces, as this crystal is associated with love and compassion, something we often forget to show ourselves when we are doing our best to hold things together. The kintsugi style veins are like roots needed during such times, to nourish and ground ourselves throughout this rebuilding and restructuring.
Other than that, the other pieces made were inspired by amygdules, vugs, vesicles, tafoni and breccia such as marble. I also really liked the accidental oxidisation (in regard to the purple trinket dish) from the gold and silver leaf around the clear quartz pointers. I also used crushed glass and geodes as part of the creative process as they remind me of druses, which just for fun, are also the name of a group of toxic crystals found in plants to protect them against herbivores. I also spent some crafternoons with my two VIPs (my son and god-daughter), repainted some of my shelves with hammerite where there was a brief leak, and took part in a pop-up shop with my friend and photographer Susan which was lovely. You will notice that there are a few crocheted items for sale in the photos, these were left over from the Etsy shop I closed during the Covid19 lockdown, but may reopen under Jacquarla Studio going forward.
A Never Ending Thread-
Today marks a month away from the day I would usually remember my Gran (5th October), so with that I would like to follow up on my last blog, and briefly talk about the online store I had, because it would not have come to fruition without her.
Soul food, Soul thoughts-
"People can only meet you, as deeply as they’ve met themselves. “- Matt Kahn
The School of Life: How your childhood shapes your self esteem- https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=gC5hAAvhClE
The Destructive Attraction to Unavailable People: How to Heal- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gSMuaUBJuDU
The School of Life: People not to fall in love with- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GGXx51rb5mI&list=PLR2taI8eEmrTYigmKMbu9xC5quErjE55t&index=68
SEN and Sensibility-
"A mother is neither good nor bad nor the product of illusion."- Donald Winnicott
What's the tea?... and a Physics theory-
"Tea is the ultimate mental and medical remedy and has the ability to make one's life more full and complete."- Myoan Eisai
Art for the Heart-
“Every artist dips his brush in his own soul and paints his own nature into his pictures.”– Henry Ward Beecher
Yoga, Jung, a Nun and the One-
*Disclaimer: I am not saying that I believe in all of this, but in general find topics around religion and theology fascinating. For that reason I like to research, discuss and explore them with an open mind. It is not my intention to upset or offend anyone, just to learn.
Always Loved and Never Forgotten-
*Content warning: Sensitive subject discussed-
Art is for everyone...
-Keith Haring
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=TJp5Ep4ZfTo "The Truth About Nepo Babies: How I Faked an Art Career"
Updates from Jacquarla Studio-
11 Dec 2024 13:27
Recently I have been taking some time out to rest before the upcoming busyness of the festive period, however, here are a few creative bits and pieces that I have made during my downtime. As well as some works in progress of completed and incomplete projects. Including some of my first attempts on my larger wheel (bar the terracotta jar that cracked in process), some geode baubles that I intend to gift loved ones over the next few weeks, some underdrawings/underpaintings of art I shared this year, plus one that was inspired by "Kaos" on Netflix this autumn. I was really gutted to hear the series had been cancelled, but was inspired to create my own modern-day interpretations of the Goddesses Selene (Moon), and her sister (Dawn) the Goddess Eos (the later I will share once finished) in response to the joy felt watching it, plus spotting some of the rather cool mythological Easter eggs hidden in the show. Lastly, I have added a small drying rack to the studio, got a pottery bat, and added some more crushed crystal to a miniature pot I shared over the summer (as well as copper to some of the others where the gold was too one-dimensional).
Touching on my love for maximalism, I have also hung some of my decorative plates/bowls on the wall of Jacquarla Studio alongside my illustrations in hope of inspiring future improvement regarding the crafts that I cherish so much.
There is a book that I want to share/discuss with you as well, that I have been reading during this period. This will likely be the topic of my next post as my last bit of introspection for 2024, so look out for that shortly. Until then what creative endeavours have you taken part in this Autumn? Did you watch "Kaos" on Netflix too? If so, what did you think of it? and who is your favourite Greek God/Goddess/Titan?
https://www.marieclaire.co.uk/entertainment/tv-and-film/hidden-clever-easter-eggs-kaos-netflix-greek-mythology (Kaos eggs)
Updates from the Apothecary-
18 Dec 2024 17:56
I am not usually tempted by the Black Friday sales, but this year there was something specific that really caught my attention. A “Herboven” decarboxylator with 45% off. I had known of others (on my herbal medicine course) that had used them but could not justify spending the initial price for one with the increasing cost of living, especially where I had a perfectly good double boiler (bain-marie) at home.
All this aside I decided to bite the bullet and take an impulsive chance, and I must say that I am currently feeling rather satisfied. Depending on the herb it can take several hours (2-4) to infuse an oil using this method above. 2-4 weeks if you sun infuse the herbs in a jar of oil during the summer, or 1-10 days during the colder months if you leave the herbs to infuse in oil at room temperature; so I was quite impressed to have a batch of infused oil (surprisingly no evaporation from what I can see, as 200ml went in and 200ml came out) within 2 hours. With that over the past few weeks I have made some hair oil for myself (the winter has been drying on my ends) with rosemary (Salvia rosmarinus), hibiscus (Hibiscus rosa-sinensis) and mint (Mentha x piperita). All of which are known to stimulate hair follicles for growth and were infused with an olive (Olea europaea) carrier oil, which is excellent for softening hair, preventing dandruff, and sealing in moisture to reduce further breakage/ damage. I also made a beard oil for Luke where his whiskers had also become a bit wiry in the cold. Rosemary was used again, but this time black seed (N. sativa) and lavender (Lavandula angustifolia) were added to help thicken and preserve hair colour (where his hair has thinned slightly and been dyed to cover up greys) thanks to the compounds found within them (thymoquinone and linalool).
I will share some photos of the process below, along with a photo of the vitamin E used to extend the shelf life of the items mentioned above (you need to add 5% to the volume of oil you yield once cooled), as the heat from infusing the herbs unfortunately breaks down the vitamin E that was initially there. Hence why herbal infusions such as these are also kept in dark bottles to avoid further deterioration from direct sunlight. Next to the bottle of vitamin E you will see a jar of the chicory powder as well that was used in my previous post, where I made my own herbal pumpkin spice latte.
Although not herbal medicine I wanted to share these rococo style trinket dishes that I made too, and some gifts I put together for my mother-in-law (for Christmas), and step-nana Grace to cheer her up where she had been under the weather recently. Of late I have been feeling a lot more creative where I have not updated the Jacquarla Studio page on social media. The pressure to post all the time and competitiveness have not felt the best to me where I make art for art’s sake and have a more autolectic mindset.
All bottles need to be washed with soap and sterilised in the oven before use-
Addendum:
Some hair creams and gels also made recently for my son and myself. The cream is made from rose oil (Rosa x hybrida) with an avocado oil carrier (Persea americana), mixed with shea butter (Vitellaria paradoxa) and cajeput (Melaleuca cajuputi). Cajeput is antimicrobial and excellent for preventing dandruff, while rose is nourishing to the hair shaft and helps to condition. Avocado is known for its high content of healthy monounsaturated fats and vitamins such as B5 (Pantothenic Acid), making it beneficial for textured hair as it can help to smooth the hair cuticle, and thus reduce frizz. Shea Butter is also a fantastic emollient so will help to keep your hair well moisturised.
The gel made is from flaxseed jelly (Linum usitatissimum), which can be made when you add flaxseeds to water. Bringing them both to a boil and reducing the heat after while stirring and simmering in order to get all the mucilage out from the cooked seeds. Once cooled you can strain the mixture in a muslin cloth or bag to collect the jelly made that acts as a natural gel for hair. Flax is abundant in OMEGA-3's that can improve the elasticity of your strands. I also like to add aloe vera (Aloe barbadensis) to the mixture (my mother-in-law has a huge plant that she initially brought back as a cutting from Barbados) as it can protect the hair from UV damage from the Sun and calm any inflammation on the scalp. Althaea officinalis or Marshmallow leaf (made into an oil with an avocado carrier) is also loaded with polysaccharides (like flaxseed) that can soften hair and help with detangling. Although not added this time, sometimes I also like to squirt a bit of honey (mel) into these creams or gels as honey is a natural humectant, so it will again help to keep your hair hydrated.
TO YOU ALL...
25 Dec 2024 21:16
Graphic marker, Colour pencils and Acrylic paint on paper (29.7 cm x 42 cm) 2024 © Jacquarla Studio
Pride and Predators-
Content warning: This blog discusses the topic of grooming gangs that may be triggering to those who read it-
Liminal Space-
13 Jan 2025 13:11
So, I finally finished my modern-day interpretation of the Titaness Eos today, which was inspired by the series "Kaos.” As mentioned in a previous blog, I enjoyed the hidden Easter eggs within each of the episodes, so I thought I would add my own to this painting, as well as the previous one I did of her sister Selene. (see below)
In regard to chaos, there seems to be a lot happening in the real world as of late, causing me to become concerned as to where we are heading as a global community. With that, my husband and I have decided to leave social media, shutting down our Instagram and Facebook pages due to Mr. Zuckerberg recently announcing (after his previous action to remove fact checkers from both platforms) that he is going to scrap DEI rights for his current and future employees at Meta.
If you are not aware, DEI laws, or Diversity, Equity, and Inclusion laws, are legal frameworks designed to combat discrimination (that evidently existed) and promote fairness in various areas of life, including employment, healthcare, education, housing, and public accommodations. They aim to create a more just and equitable society by protecting individuals from discrimination based on their protected characteristics, such as race, gender, religion, disability, sexual orientation, and age.
These laws vary by jurisdiction and may include provisions such as:
* Prohibiting discrimination in hiring, promotion, and termination.
* Requiring equal pay for equal work.
* Mandating reasonable accommodations for individuals with disabilities.
* Protecting individuals from harassment and retaliation.
* Promoting diversity and inclusion initiatives.
*Allowing time off for maternity leave or gender reassignment.
Meaning that remaining in such spaces that advocate for the opposition of such values and the spread of disinformation, just no longer sits right with me, so "Jacquarla Studio" going forward will be transitioning to and operating from a webpage instead.
Stepping into a new dawn that is 2025, I would also like to wish every one of you the absolute best for this year. May your days be bright and cheerful, and joy light up your heart with every memory you make with those around you.
Finally, for or a bit of extra fun right now (after recent heavy topics), how many of these hidden eggs jumped out at you? I am hopping, sorry hoping the symbolism was clear and concise enough when doing this hunt. Let me know how you got on from the lists below.
*Selene: Is wearing a crescent moon diadem, which represents the passage of time and the cyclical nature of the cosmos. She is also said to represent the full moon, embodying its complete illumination she reveals all that is hidden in the dark. Selene also has silver eyes and hair as this is the colour that is representative of her. She dons a necklace known as lunula, and is adorned with pearls, which are associated with the Moon. Lastly Selene has an emblem of a torch on her vest, which she is always shown holding in her statues.
*Eos: Is wearing a tiara that has a Morning Star on it and was known as one of her symbols. Day is breaking behind Eos in this painting as this was her job as a deity. Eos is also wearing the colour Saffron a herb that was associated with her. Some feathers can be seen floating nearby her, as Eos is always depicted on vases with large white wings. Lastly Eos has a droplet on her necklace as morning dew was also meant to represent her presence.
https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/articles/cly74mpy8klo (Facebook and Instagram get rid of fact checkers)
https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/articles/cgmy7xpw3pyo (Meta scale back diversity initiatives)
To live in hearts we leave behind is not to die...
-Thomas Campbell
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4 Feb 2025 19:41
As rocks never regret the waterfalls- Munia Khan
Sharing something that made smile this weekend after the heaviness of recent global events:
For Christmas, my son received a rock tumbler from my husband and myself which we have been experimenting with since the festive season. He absolutely adores it as he plans to be a future geologist (at this moment), and I feel it also helping him to have more patience as each step (there are four) can take up to three to seven days in the tumbler. Which (he reminds me) is a lot less time than it took for the rocks to form (they can take anywhere from thousands to millions of years to develop), depending on the type of geological conditions involved; with sedimentary rocks typically taking the longest to form due to the process of sediment deposition and compaction over time. With that here are some of the results we have gotten (see pictures below), we have had great fun classifying the different varieties of rocks that we have found at the beach (the "Rock Identifier" app is amazing), and polishing some of the raw rocks that my son brought with his pocket money.
Red Herrings and Red Flags-
“The National Windrush Monument” by Basil Watson in Waterloo Station, London-